Saturday, January 12, 2008
, 9:44:00 PM
i think this is very meaningful, why am i afraid to lose you when you're not even mine, and yeahs, maybe in the past i'll think like this.
but not now luhs uhs, i will stop missing you, i will stop wanting to see you, i will stop doing anything that concern you.
farewell, my lover.
i dont need your sympathy kind of love, i dont need your sickening stares, i dont need anything from YOU YOU YOU !
maybe when i'm in love with you, i think you are flawless, but when you make me really gave up on you, i think you sucks !
you made me hate you and i dont know why, i just simply hate you to the core for no cute and perfect reason.
and nows, i'm venting all my fustration on this post.
after tonight, tmr's me will be fine, so peeps, dont remind me of what happen today.
if not i'll get mood swing for no reason again.
and also, wish joanne darlingk will last long with xiuquan xiaochou uhs ! :>
i'm looking foward to tmr's me !
i am happy and sad at the same time, i dont know what the fcuk is wrong with me, i need someone to guide me through. i'm feeling damn terrible, i need a shoulder to cry on. i think i just have to cry out loud and i'll be fine. forgetting someone still needs a period of terrible time. it's easier said than done, because i've been telling myself to forget him since last month. but i drag and drag and drag till now. i want to be wtih my sisters nows. i will get damn high with them especially julia. she's the best entertainer lahs.
byes peeps, i'm ok.
