Saturday, January 12, 2008
, 4:14:00 PM
today never go out or done anything just a word "sians" !hmms, suddenly remembered during holidays go work with jorine crab, jiajun monkey and weicong onion. haas xD
so fun lorhs :> keep on slack, play and di siao siaos. lols.
anyways, i wanna find job as soon as possible. who want go job hunt with me ?
tell me through my phone or cbox bahs ~
i want to forget him but i cant, my mind is damn too stubborn. love or not to love, is not in my hand. it just pass so suddenly, letting me stand alone in the place where i am abandon. since then, i have started to have a sentence for my own use, that is "LEAVE ME ALONE"
i have to wear a happy mask when i am with my friend. i dont want to let them know what happen to me. because i dont know how to tell them what happened. i cared for them, but when they want to care for me, i rejected. dont ask me why, if you were to be in my shoe, you will know why. sometimes, i am always jealous of lovely couples, jealous of their love bond, jealous of their sweetness. but, will they last long forever ? the answer is indefinite. we have to try it to know the answer. but i just dont have the courage. forget about it, just let the god to choose my path and fate. i am not gonna worry about this, because we are just the god's puppet.
