I dont really know what to post .
Ytd had a very big quarrel with my sis .
I've said alot of things that i shouldnt be saying .
I've hurt her damny real much .
Sis , i'm sorry .
Although i know that you dont read my blog , but i have to say it .

I know that you controlled me is for my own good .
You know that i dislike your action , but you did it to make me realise that i'm wrong .
Budens , i wont realise cos i'm also very angry with you .
& ytd we talk about it & i admit that i'm so so so wrong to hurt you with my words .
I dont want to be your jiejie .
I want you to be my jiejie .
I said sorry to you but you dont accept .
What exactly do you want me to do ?
I just want my freedom , is it wrong ?
i dont want to be controlled by you too much .
You ban me from this & that without thinking about my feelings .
I kow you did all this is to prevent me from turning bad .
But did this occurs to you that my attitude is th more you control , th more i'll defience ?
You never ouhkays ?
But i know that i really say alot of things that hurts you .
But i said all this out of anger & it's also my true feelings .
But in th end , you get more angry & yet you say you aint .
Anyways , i'm sorry ouhkays ?

Haiis , this few weeks , it's like shit cans ?
I got problems with family & friends .
& it's not just small matters .
It's a very big matters .

& this morning , actually meeting Precious to go work .
But something happens .
It's so sudden , too sudden luhs .
Shall not elaborate , only Precious knows .
Haiis , what's th matter with me & god ?
I just cant control my temper well this few weeks towards my family & some friends .
I felt so angry with myself .
& God , whys you plan so much trouble for me ?
I just want a simple life & yet you plan all this for me .
In what ways did i owe you huhs ?
I'll let you take my life away , that's better ritts ?
Than cracking your brains over by letting me landed into a deep bloody trouble .
Take aways lahs , i dont care anymore .
Anyways , i dont see any meaning in living on anymore .
So many troubles that cant be explained & solved .
It's totally impossible .
Alrights , i'll just totally fook off from here .
Tmr i'm working Precious job & not Mac .
Cos they put me in th morning just to do lobby .
Fucks !
Byes .
& i've regretted in coming to this world to cause so much hatreds & sorrows .

Hello. My name is Meiyee.
I'm seventeen.
I'll be one year older on every 26 June.
Firstly, i can forgive but i can't forget.
Secondly, do not be sarcastic with me or elso i'll turn nasty.
Lastly, i live for myself.

Errr, actually you no need to know so much about me. Cheers~ ^^v

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