, 4:29:00 PM
Hurt so badly, yet no one knew.
And when i used to say everything is alright,
I'm not feeling good,
cos i'm sad.
I'm sad,
cos i'm jealous.
I'm jealous,
cos of what you've said.
What you've said was out of honesty,
but i still feel jealous.
I thought i was the only one,
but there were plenty more.
I thought i was special,
but i was just like any other girls to you.
I thought i could be more than just a friend,
but you just treated me like a normal friend.
I'm sad,
but i didn't bothered to ask how you feel about me.
I felt i'm nothing to you,
and maybe i am.
But i guess, i've to say, i've got no rights to be jealous or sad. Cos in the very first place, you're not mine. You've the freedom for calling/texting/talking to thousands and millions of girls, you've the right to do anything you want and i can't feel sad cos you're not mine. You never were and won't be.Alright, everything gonna be real fine(:
Ok, today's schoooool was alright.
But MYE coming, & i havn even prepared for it.
Mygod, i think i'll fail bah?
Not sure either.
No mood to post liao.
Maybe will come back to update later if i gotta mood yah.
Bye.
Edited at 7.52pm*At least i gotta some mood back(:
Alright, today Razeen treat me
RED BULL again. Muhaha :D
I love
RED BULL more & more! Haha xD
But then, Mrs Chan, Louis, Bitch & Isabel told me that
Red Bull is bad for health & lungs uh ._.
But i just like th taste. Lol.
What to do? Lmao :D
Wait till i'm sick of Red Bull first then say :X
FAT HOPE, PEOPLE*I've posted about alot of things that happen inside my private blog.
Seriously, i dont intend to let anyone to read it O.o
Cos it's really super uber PRIVATE siah.
Unless there's someone i can really trust.
But i doubt i can find one? -.-
Ohyah, forgot to add something.
Today during PE, Afifah & me was saying about motorbike's design. HAHA!
I told her that i wanna get my motorbike license when i turn 18yrs old.
Then after that, save money to buy a bike & design it with my fav. colour PINK & BLACK!
Then th helmet must be in PINK & BLACK too!
Most imptly, th Visor must be tinted with PINK COLOUR~ Muhahaha! :D
Yeah, i know i'm dreaming -,-
But at least i got plans right? Lmao :D
Alright, really gtg liao. LOL :D
I cried ytd night;
cos your words are hurting me;
i wanna everything to be like th past;
but i doubt can.
Anw, thanks BFF for your accompany!
Mwahs! :D
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