Once upon a time.

i felt th lost, but you dont., 2:40:00 PM

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Ytd wenta Bugis Street with Louis.
Met her at Yishun MRT.
I was late for a few minutes :X Haha.
Kk, so train down to Bugis.

Reached & wenta Junction.
Ate Sakae Sushi for lunch.
It cost a bomb -.-

After eating, wenta meet Jasmine, Louis's Sis.
Walked to Street to search for Louis's bermudas.
Found & bought it.
Then later on, proceeded to 2nd floor.
Wenta buy my box kinda wallet!!
Bought it, THANKS LOUIS! Mwahhhhs! :D
That's my birthday present for last year ._. Lol.
& she still owe me Christmas & this year birthday present :X Muhaha.

After buying, wenta Illuma.
Walk around & i bought a cute card holder.
Dont know how to explain it though.
What i know is that, Minitoons sell 5+bucks.
But Comics Connection sell for 3.90bucks niah.
Sucha big difference O.o

After buying, walked around.
Awhile later, Jasmine's boyf, Josh joined us.
At first, i find that he's fierce.
But after th whole outing, i think he's funny. Haha!

After Josh joined us, we went back to Street.
Cos he wanna buy Jeans ._.
Funny thing happened, lazy to say :X
Reached th Jeans shop.
He like an auntie siah -.-
Keep choose this & that. Lmao :D
But what i know is that, i keep laughing non-stop -.-!
Machiam lembu giller sial.

& i also found out that Josh know some riders uh.
Like Ben is his childhood friend O.o
& he knows Ju, but not that close. Just hi/bye friend. Haha.
K, i know i'm random -.-

Spent around 45mins in that shop i think.
He's really an auntie :X LOL!

After buying, went to take train.
Cos i got work. So needa go home early.
Trained home & Louis almost fell down in train! :X LMAO :D
Back to Yishun, went Foodcourt to buy chicken rice for Mum.

Home, prepared & wenta work.
Almost late. LOL!
But luckily Doreen helped me punch in first. Haha.
Did DT unwillingly.
Cos my ear is still swollen.
K, Bitch was in Mac when i'm working.
When i'm free, i went out to talk to her.
But, Jay asked me to go back to work -.-
Fuck seh, talk awhile also cannot. Nabei -.-
Went back, was super angry with Jay.
Not in th mood, face was super black.

Was super pissed off with one Cheena crew.
Cb seh, i feel like slapping her.
Alright, th story goes like this:

I got one order that got cheeseburger.
So i was waiting & waiting.
But when i look into th Kitchen, THEY WERE TALKING -.-
So, i say: 'I got one cheeseburger lehy.'
Then that Cheena said: 'Is Line 2 do one.' (She's at Line 1)
So, i waited lorh.
For very long, that stupid burger still havn come out & my DT jam already.
So i shouted: 'WHERE'S MY CHEESEBURGER HUH?!'
Then Auntie Meeli say: 'Line 1 doing.'
Pissed off, i ask th Cheena again: 'Where's my cheeseburger?!'
Then th Cheena say: 'Auntie should be doing.'
Fucked up already, i scolded: 'Cb lah, line 1 say line 2 doing. Then line 2 say line 1 doing. Like that no need to do already lah. Knn, keep at there talk non-stop.'
Super angry, i went to Manager Room & cooled down.

My blood is really boiling at that moment.
Cos Jay extended me & end up i cant go home with Doreen. Tmd -.-
Cooled down but still angry, i told Jay i wanna punch out.
But he dont let. & Doreen went home already.

So, no choice, worked until 11pm then Jay let me punch out.
After that, took my EMC & I ALSO WAITED VERY LONG FOR MY SPICY SNACK WRAP, PCB -.-
They didnt even do lorh, KNN!
Alright, super no mood.
Ju talked to me, i never answer.
& i passed Christina's number to Eddy without saying a word.

When i started talking is when my friend called me up & chat.
& also Hirman super funny.
Cos he shouted: 'Doublecheese w/o PICKLER.' Lol, i laugh like hell man.
Cos should be w/o pickle not PICKLER. Haha!
& i waited my my snack wrap for 15mins.
Pro right, th Kitchen(:

While eating, was chatting on th phone with Doreen. Haha.
Finish eating, i went home straight.
& Firdaus make me laugh though. Haha!
Cos of his ear! :X
That Dumbo, haha!
Home, bath, tv & sleep.

Today, woke up quite late.
Didnt go for Pyshics.
Havn eat anything yet ._.
Super hungry O.o
Kk, i've changed bloglink :D
Like oh-so finally lorh. Lol.
Alright, gtg.
Am chatting with my camp instructor now.
Kinda random & sudden though. Haha.
K, byeeeeeee^^

I tried to keep myself occupied;
though it works;
i still feel th lost.
In th night;
i'll be crying like an idiot.
My heart is getting heavier as time goes by.

Edited at 6.02pm*

Sometimes, i wonder.....
am i your friend or a spare tyre?
am i too irritating?
am i over-sensitive?
am i too possessive?
am i nothing to you?

And i started to think.....
i'm not good enough for you.
i'm just a spare tyre though.
i'm not even fit to be your hi/bye friend.
i'm just making a fool of myself.
i'm nothing to you.

So i felt that.....
i should really let go.
i should forget everything.
i should forget you especially.
i should stop contacting you.
i should stop missing you.
i should start anew.

But suddenly i came to realise.....
can i control myself from smsing you?
can i really forget you?
can i let go so easily?
can i stop missing you just overnight?
can i really start anew?

Then i think that.....
everything seems so imperfect without you.

Thus.....
i change my blog link in order for you not to read my blog.
i find people to sms with me to keep me occupied.
i wanna work more to keep my mind away from you.
i wanna find more ways to numb myself.

That's it, best of luck to myself.

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