Once upon a time.

Iamsupersad., 11:59:00 PM

Mood: Sad.
Song: Bring me to Life.
PS: Bro, i miss you ):

Hello.
The timing now is 12.52am.
I'm altering my timing before 12am so that the date will be 10/09/09 uh.
I'm still not asleep :/
Cos i wanna update stuffs about my Bro's enlistment uh.

So yah, woke up early in the morning at 5.30am.
Went to bath first.
Having stomachache and gastric .__.
Almost couldn't go for Bro's Enlistment uh, scare me sia!!
So, after bathing, went to prepare.
Reminded Bro to bring stuffs that he needs.

So, went out at 7am.
Walked over to Mrt station.
While walking, i tried talking to Bro, but he ignored me D:
I was super upset and i told Brenda about it and i cried ):
And she told me that maybe Bro chose not to talk to me cos he scared that i'll miss him more uh.

So, a super silent ride over to Bedok to meet up w Mum.
And after that, went to get our breakfast.
After breakfast, walked around and get last min stuffs for Bro.
So, after buying, BRO TALKED TO ME!!
Super happy you know?! :D

Then, trained over to Pasir Ris.
Mum and Sis went to the toilet while me and Bro waited outside.
While waiting, we chatted.
Although it's just a few mins, i think it's enough(:

Walked to the Inter and took their shuttle bus to SAF BMTC terminal.
Waited for Dad, he's late -.-
When he reached, took the Penguin ferry over to Tekong.
While on ferry, talked to Bro again!
Frankly speaking, today is the first time i so so wanted to talk to Bro O.O

Reached, and get down the ferry.
Walked over and walked separated ways w Bro .__.
Had a briefing by them.
They bought us to see their bunks, recreational room and then got a showcase of their stuffs.

Went to the canteen to sit awhile.
Next, we proceed to the Theatre for the talk.
SAW BRO :D :D
Then i find that the talk is quite good uh ^^
And Mum, Dad and Sis were sleeping.
Only i'm the one that's wide-awake :/
The talk consist of the following:
- briefing of their training and etc,
- Qn. and Ans.,
- Oath-taking by the enlistees,
- National Anthem.
This 4 segment.

And i like the part where they're taking Oath :X LOL!!
Cos they got this part: 'I, NRIC No., Name'
Normally Oath-taking should be v co-operative one right?
But NRIC No. and Name, how to be the same? LMAO!
So, when it reach that part, WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
Super messy, haha!!
I was like laughing lorh :X Heh ;D

After the talk, went to 'collect' Bro.
Cos they're standing in 2 rows.
So we've to look for Bro.
But then horh, machiam like looking out for prisoners -.-
And i'm the first to saw BRO ^^

Went to the Cook House for lunch.
Waa, other eat v fast sia -.-
After eating, me and Bro went to return the plates and utensils.
While on the way back, i asked him to take care of himself.

After that, Bro have to fall in alr ):
We stood there and watched them leave 1 by 1.
I didn't look up, cos i dare not see.
I scared i'll cry.
But yes, i did cry silently.
Cos really dont bear D:

So, yah.
Bro went in alr, for 2weeks somemore.
And he'll be booking out next Sat!!!
Super looking forward!!!!!! :P

After sending him, took ferry back.
Silent ride again, no jokes and stuffs.
Trained home, silent ride.
Bused home, silent ride too D:

Home, i went in my room and started crying non-stop.
Call me crazy or dumb, so be it.
I dont bear, SO WHAT? -.-
My Bro lehy, live tgt for 16yrs liao.
Suddenly he go in army .__.
House become so quiet, dont have his nonsence :/
I regretted hoping him to go in asap D:

So, woke up at 8.30pm.
Ordered Mac's bundle meal for me, Sis and Mum.
Super full -.-
I still got Hotfudge in the fridge :X
Tmr then eat bah, hoho.
Raz send the order to me.
Uh, fuck face again, standard~
And Rockstar Lala told me that he's working total of 30hrs from ytd until today.
Machiam lembu giler lah sia.
So chiong seh O.O

After eating, tv until 11pm.
Did housework and bath.
Used to update.
K, will post up the pictures at the end of the post yah! ^^

Come to think about it,
Imagine you'll be alone during the weekdays.
Imagine sleeping alone in the night.
Imagine no ppl to confide on when you got problem.
Imagine no ppl to talk to when you're bored.
Imagine no one to cheer you up or disturb you when you're not in the mood.
And when all this, you have someone for you to rely on last time.
Now because of the NS thingy, this someone is no longer 24/7 around you.
Sad k?!
Only those heartless freak wont give a damn.

Also, what's the use of,
Having freedom,
Having nightlife,
Having a room to yourself,
Having the comp,
Having the whole house,
when there's only you.
Yes, alone.
W nobody to talk to.
I'm starting to regret....

But yeap, Bro promised that next Sat we gonna chat for the whole night.
As i'm working 6am, i dont intend to sleep.
Gonna chat w Bro until 4.30am then i go prepare and go work(:
Alright, think i gotta go sleep.
Bye(:

K, pictures time^^