Probably you could mend back the broken relationship.
but you can't gain back the trust anymore.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
youmakesmethinkofyou, 12:12:00 PM
Heyo lovelies! I just woke up not long ago haha!
Well, i havn had my breakfast/lunch yet. Maybe later then have it as dinner lol. I'm soooooooooooooooo tired! T.T
Btw i've sent my applcation for ite just now alr. Hope i can get into my 1st choice :D Lol all my choices in Clementi sia :X
Okay tmr is 23rd alr! :D That means......... BBQ!!!! Hoho can have fun from morning until night. Hardcore laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa siaaaaaaaaaaaa! ^^ But then 24th i have to go work alr :/ Nvm money money here i come :P
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmms, later i'm going to watch Avatar 3D lol. Kinda lame i know. But i'm being forced to go T.T LOL :D
Okok, i dont know what to say alr lehyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Think that's all? BYE LOVELIES!
Time check: 12.58pm
I know i shouldn't miss you anymore; But i just miss you so badly. I know i shouldn't miss you in the night epecially; But i did. I know i shouldn't think of what we had gone through last time; But i just kept thinking about it. I know i shouldn't care about a single thing about you; But i wished to know how are you badly. I know i shouldn't believe you anymore; But i'm still believing you till now. I know i shouldn't be crying for you ever again; But i'm crying while typing this.
I know you're out there enjoying your life; But i'm here torturing myself. I know you're so much better off w/o me; But i'm much more worst w/o you. I know you're probably laughing at my foolishness; But i don't care at all.
I know i should hate you now; But somehow i couldn't. I know i should forget you; But i find it hard to do so. I know i should curse and swear whenever i heard things regarding you; But i don't react this way. I know i should move on happily; But i can't.
I've tried to move on, but you left a huge impact on me. I need your explanantion, but you don't even dare to explain to me. Is it really so hard to expain?
Right now, i don't even know if you're still reading my blog. Maybe you do, maybe you don't. Or maybe your current girlf is reading this now. But i don't give a damn anymore.
I don't expect you to be back either. I don't expect anything to happen to the both of you. I don't expect any of you to contact me again. I don't expect to see the both of you outside in future. Whatever it is; I don't expect anything from the both of you.
I'm so fking tired and unhappy. Just my random thoughts, fker.
Hello. My name is Meiyee.
I'm seventeen.
I'll be one year older on every 26 June. Firstly, i can forgive but i can't forget. Secondly, do not be sarcastic with me or elso i'll turn nasty. Lastly, i live for myself.
Errr, actually you no need to know so much about me. Cheers~ ^^v