Hi lovelies, I'm back~
Actually today I'm supposed to be working.

But ytd i got high fever, temp: 39.4 T.T
So went to see doctor with Mummy and Bro.
Had breakfast tgt too.
Long time nvr eat breakfast with them alr :/

I'm so blank right now.
I got so many things to update!!!!
But I'm lazy to type lehy .__.

Just took my medicine.
I'm going to sleep.
Super tired.
Okay, when I'm clear-minded alr.
MAYBE I'll come back(:

Bye lovelies!


Time check: 10.07pm

Well, I've woke up at 8.30pm just now.
Went to update my blogshop.
But still I'm still sleepy :/

Okay, actually i know what i wna say.
But I've forgotten -.-
DAMN IT!!!!!!

Nvm, shall come back after my ITE orientation then.
Miss me lovelies! ^^


Time check: 10.40pm

I don't know why, I'm still missing him so much.
Hais, is he really so impt to me?
The year now is 2010.
And i still havn got over him...

Why cant i just get over him for goodness sake?!
I'm sucha loser sia.
I tends to advise ppl but not myself.
A big joke isn't it?

Adding on, I'm the only one leaving YSS to ITE.
All my girls are still continuing sec 5.
Somehow, i felt so depressing.
Because I'm scared that we'll lose contact.
And going to ITE means that I've got to face new ppl.
And again, I've to find those real friends but not hypocrites.
I'll be all alone.
Yes, f it.

2009 was indeed a year with happiness and sorrow at the same time.
Like,
I've lose quite a number of friends and sister.
I'm unable to concentrate on studies anymore.
I've cried alot just for guys.
I've alot of conflicts with family too.
I'm unable to give up on a guy for 1year (which is until June/July).
I've fell in love with a wrong guy that makes me become so pessimistic.
I've got a guy that treat me so well but i just cant overcome my own obstacles.

And now,
I've lose more friends alr because we ain't contacting anymore.
(Friends, see this contact me back okay? I dont wna lose you all T.T)
I went into ITE rather than continuing sec 5.
I'm still crying alot just for him even though he had done all those shit to me.
I've learn to be a good girl thus not that much conflicts with family.
I've given him up, seriously. (Because he's way too bastard and hypocrite)
I'm not regret in being with him and i dont know why...
I'm unable to give him happiness even though i accept him, hais.

But for 2010,
I wish to have more true friends.
I wish to contact back my primary and secondary school friends or even friends that i know outside.
I wish that i can do well in ITE.
I wish that i can stop crying over guys.
I wish that i'll be 101% good girl :X
I wish that i'll never ever see him again. (for the 1year one)
I wish to give up on him and move on.
I wish that he'll find a better girl rather than waiting for me.

Well, are all this going to come through? D:
I do hope so...

Gtg, tmr i'm still working.
Goodbye..

Labels: I dont think you're able to wait.

Hello. My name is Meiyee.
I'm seventeen.
I'll be one year older on every 26 June.
Firstly, i can forgive but i can't forget.
Secondly, do not be sarcastic with me or elso i'll turn nasty.
Lastly, i live for myself.

Errr, actually you no need to know so much about me. Cheers~ ^^v

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Lovelies, do give me your links to the cbox so that i could link you. Thankyews! :D

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