Time check: 9.50pm.

Actually i'm supposed to go to sleep at 8.30pm.
But suddenly i got the urge to read my previous post.
From 2008 until now.

After reading, i really find that i've missed alot of things in my life.
But time waits for no one, agree?
As i read on, i find it amazing.
Because i've quarrelled with alot of ppl, had this crush on this guy for 1yr (and this feelings stays on until now), broke ups with ex-boyf(s), and alot more.
I find all this past way too amazing.
It's like all this is a puzzle in my life.

W/o all this events, my puzzle will be incomplete with alot of missing pieces.
W/o all this events, i can't seem to grow up.
W/o all this event, i wouldn't gain so much experience.
So much so, majority of the events are unhappy. (Like duh! Lol)

But still, some events really create a real big impact on me.
Like the crush and my previous ex-boyf.
Funny isn't it?
Girls are always girls.
Because everytime when we've got problems, it's always for guys.

Somehow for the 2 of them, i still don't know why i know them.
Because, to be frank, they are real bastard.
Yep, i'm being frank right now.
No wrong in being frank.
Because this 2 had left me what.
So what for should i care about their feelings when they didn't even fking care about mine?
1 is always full of lies and secret. Another 1 is always full of lies and coward-ness.

And yep again, guys are always full of lies.
White lies?
Nah, it's always lies that hurt girls.
Jerk is really a good term for guys that falls under 'bastard' category.

But whatever, since i've stop contacting these 2 guys, then i'll let it pass.
I'm going to treat this as a nightmare.
A nightmare that i'm able to wake up from.
But when i close my eyes, all these will be haunting me once again.
As what people said, it's a phobia.
If that's the case, i'll treat it as an experience then.

Well, time to sleep alr.
Napfa tmr T.T
SBJ confirm die.
5 stations, i'm coming!

Labels: A lagi random thoughts.

Hello. My name is Meiyee.
I'm seventeen.
I'll be one year older on every 26 June.
Firstly, i can forgive but i can't forget.
Secondly, do not be sarcastic with me or elso i'll turn nasty.
Lastly, i live for myself.

Errr, actually you no need to know so much about me. Cheers~ ^^v

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