I hate you all, 2:25:00 PM
Late at night I lie awake
Thinking `bout the love we had
Isnt it sad that it'll turned to,
Memories in the dark
Picture frames and broken hearts
Broken hearts
But they say these wounds will heal
But baby the tales tell lies
They get so surreal
-- Again by Jordyn Taylor
I didn't go to school today. Yes, again. I overslept and my phone was in silent mode. When Patricia called me, i couldn't sense a thing. Thus, gave school a miss.
I guess i'm just the third party after all. Yes, i'll disappear. As far as possible. Even if i could accept him, i'm just a substitute of her aferall. So what's the point? Don't give me a whole load of excuses, promises and lies. This don't help at all. I'm not gg to care about a single thing from today onwards, i mean it.
This act is a nice one. You almost convince me in thinking you're the innocent one. I don't know, the you is for the both of you. None of you is speaking the truth..
I'm hungry. I'm tired. I'm annoyed. I'm sleepy. I'm speechless.
And i'll eff off. Go and die..
I don't think that i'm strong, 6:14:00 PM
Bet you thought that i'd be broken.
Mascara streakin' down my cheek.
Devastated, out the door way;
In a daze, a state of disbelief.
I bet you liked that; seeing me get mad.
But, baby i wont satisfy your need.
I've already been there, done that.
I'll be fine, even if you leave.
-- Strong by Jordyn Taylor.
Holidays are coming... That means i'll be working non-stop to provide a better life for myself haha. Hope that Huiying's job intro will be a smooth one then i can earn more money!
Life hasn't been easy for me for the past few days. I'm always the unlucky one, double euu tee eff :/
Actually i don't know what to update about. And i've shared my problems with my friend. And she told me not to believe in anyone of them. But, i really don't know.
I don't know who's saying the truth. I don't know why all these have to be like this. If you didn't create all these, i guess we're still happily being tgt. And yes, it's all detroyed by you. Need not say so much alr. And i know i'll not be back to you.
If life can be played back, i wish i had never get to know you before..
Very busy nowadays, 3:34:00 PM
Omg, I hasn't been updating nowadays. Ohwell, I swear I'll be back when I'm free okay?
And i'll make sure it'll be a super interesting post. Luv!
Bye, xoxo.